Fall is finally here. Today is as perfect a fall day as you could ask for, and I am stuck at work. I decided to get the golf cart out so I can run around outside today. I have to check and see how many screen doors we need. I may end up passing out some notices today too. I can't believe in less than two weeks I will be 29. Ugh. I wish I could say I wasn't one of those people that was freaked by the thought of turning 30. It's not so much that I am getting older. I mean in the scheme of things, 30 really is a great age. But not so much when your me. Facing all the horrible things 30 means for a woman with my health and my problems and having no children. So I decided to quit smoking. Yep. Sunday night while I was smoking a cigarette I decided to stop smoking. I only had one cigarette yesterday, its very hard to quit cold turkey. But ultimately I am happy with my decision. It's a little harder as the day goes on. Especially on my drive home from work. With all the craziness going on, its hard not to smoke one right after a stressful day.
I am confident that I can handle it though. Now if I start to gain a lot of weight I will not be so thrilled but as far as my health goes, I think this is the best thing I could do.
So I am really excited for my birthday! I mean its my last birthday in my 20's. I will officially be in my 30's *cringe* this time next year. That's scary! I feel like I should be doing something wild and crazy. Maybe I will get another tattoo! I have been dying for another one. Maybe that will be one of the things I do that week.
This morning is just crazy. I am being driven crazy by retarded people. People constantly amaze the shit out of me. But I don't want to be all negative when its so beautiful out today. I will block all the craziness out and try and enjoy my day. I have some bills that I need to get posted and a couple of leases to get typed up and ready to go. It should be a simple day if everything plays out right. But I won't hold my breath given my boss is not here. Again. And it seems like everyone has an issue today.
I am going to turn my radio/ipod up really loud and quietly work. There may be some singing involved. lol
