Feeling a little SPRUNG

I hate spring. I know its a beautiful time of year, with everything growing again and turning green. Flowers, the warmer weather and all that but I just really detest this time of year. The only thing that reflects me is the rain. Rainy days and thunder. Melancholy, me. My dad would have been 64 this year. And that is beyond my wildest imagination. He is forever 45. Younger to me really. I can't see him that way. I was always told that it got easier as you get older. But really to me it just seems like I just keep finding and realizing new things that make me miss him more and more. Missing someone I don't know. I don't know if anyone realizes how absurd that is. Even to me. Ah, I like fall much better anyway. Only a little over half a year to go...ha.

I think Dustin and I are going to go down to the Power and Light District and check out the Shamrock and Shenanigans by 96.5 The Buzz. They are having a free concert down there at KC Live. We still haven't made it down so now sounds like a good as time as any. Plus I will get to see Doug one last time before he off and moves to Denver and listen to some good music. Plus I love St. Patty's Day, it just sucks that it falls in March. But it is supposed to be lovely. Tomorrow too. I need to make a trip to the library and pick up my books that are on reserve. And try and stop by the grocery store.

Ugh okay. Well there is my little update. Oh what fun! lol