Reconnecting

I had a bad night yesterday. I have had a few in the past couple of weeks. I have been trying to pull myself out of this funk that I am in, with no success. But I just keep trying. After the other night, I had to reach out and talk to someone. But not just anyone, someone who knows me like no one else knows me. I have been feeling off and I needed to find my center so I can start again.

Joe. Joey. One person whom I will forever and always consider my best friend. He has this way of calling my soul home. He is something that I can never quite define or put in any certain category in my life. To further illustrate that point when he returned my call, I heard the special ring tone I gave him a long time ago " Somewhere Only We Know" by Keane and things just sort of clicked in my head.

I walked across an empty land

I knew the pathway like the back of my hand

I felt the earth beneath my feet

Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree

I felt the branches of it looking at me

Is this the place we used to love?

Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know

Somewhere only we know

It's truly funny how much you miss someone and you don't even realize it. I mean how could life get so full that I not see how much I missed someone. I know people change and shit happens but it seems silly that we couldn't make time for one another. Regular phone call or something. He isn't the first person that I have lost touch with. I just hope we always have the chance to reconnect. I hope that this isn't the last time we talk and I hope the next time isn't so far off.