What A Weekend

How old do you have to be before you start acting like an adult? Dustin and I love our friends, really we do, but it is getting to the point where we can't handle all the bullshit. It's not all of our friends. And I know that even the ones that are giving me this horrible headache don't do it on purpose nessisarily, but come on people. We all have to deal with people in our lives that we may not love, or even like, but that doesn't mean we should be mean cruel people. I mean for the love of God, can't we all just get along. I am so tired of being nice to everyone while they turn around and stab me in the fucking back. I don't need this shit. You don't have to like me to be pleasant to me, just like I don't have to like you to be pleasant to you. It's called being civilized which apparently a lot of people have an issue with. I just think it's bullshit. I had someone talk shit about me, behind my back, and then get other people to join in and then act like I must have a problem or be overreacting because I called them on it and asked what their problem was. Now I didn't start a big fight, or even an arguement, I simply informed them that I know stuff was said and wanted to know from their own mouths what it was, and none of them really admitted exactly what was said. And some simply didn't say a fucking word. Now I didn't beat the shit out of them, or cuss them out, or anything like that. After I got the truth, or a version of it from everyone with the guts to admit it, I let it go. I know who my true friends are. And if you have something to say, say it to my face. We are too old to be acting like middle school children and I have no desire to. I am so tired of this bullshit. I need new friends or something. Because while I love my friends, I just don't want to get into all this bullshit. I will help anyone who asks and listen to anyone who has a problem, but I won't sit around and treat you with respect if you cannot do the same to me and others. Ugh. So basically we spent our weekend contimplating visit our friends. Hell we were even on our way to some of our friends before having to change plans because of one persons child-like attitude. The same person who was talking shit about me.
Now I would think since I basically squashed this incident she would learn from it but instead she got pissed off because she got busted and won't play well with others now. Childish. It's sad and pathetic and I am soo tired of this bullshit.

Is there an age when this behavior stops, when we finally grow out of it? I hope so, because at 26 I just think its a big hassel and I am begining to question the worth of friendships when it just goes on and on and on and on. And again this is not to everyone, just to the people that cannot seem to act their age.

Sorry people. That was quite a rant. But it needed to be said. And I am tired of not being able to hang out and have a good time with people because they are all to busy being nasty to each other. So that was my weekend. We ended up staying home and watching movies and football.

Wednesday is payday! And it's the day Hellogoodbye is playing down at the Granada in Lawrence. I am planning on taking my lovely camera and taking a million pictures and acting like a complete idiot! Woo Hoo! I was hoping my friend Doug would get to make it but it turns out he has class. Which sucks , and I just hope that we can both stop having horrible schedules and actually find time to get together. I haven't seen him since his and Rose's high school prom. It's been forever.

Dustin made it home finally. Well not finally, but he is home. He gets to go do our laundry, and lucky me , I get to stay here at work. Whoopee! Ha! I have been meaning to make some mp3 cd's but I can never seem to find the time to rip all the cd's I want to the computer and its annoying me. I have been listening to 96.5 non-stop for the past few weeks, which is fine but I miss my faovrite songs. I am begging for an Ipod for Christmas, and of course Dustin wants a laptop. I think we need a new computer but he wants a laptop instead. I am kind of torn. I don't want to spend all the money it will take to get the kind of laptop that I want and I think its silly to buy one that isn't that great when we could spend the same amount of money and get a brand new computer that has all the shit we need and want on it for the same price as a half-way good laptop. But we shall see.

Honestly this is the second year in a row that I have fallen behind on my Christmas shopping. I used to be great at it, I could have everything done before November and then have time and money to splurge a little on people. But this year I really dropped the ball and I have no idea what to get anyone. And it sucks. And as far as my Thanksgiving plans, I have no idea what or where I will be. Dustin has to work so he won't be able to come and meet the family yet, so that sucks and he won't get off in time to go down to see the Plaza lighting since we are supposed to go over to his families to decorate the tree and bake some cookies and stuff. I am slightly disappointed but I think we will have lots of fun and I love his family. I just wonder what I will be doing before that and who I will be eating Thanksgiving dinner with or if I should cook one myself. I mean I am planning on cooking dinner anyways, but I thought perhaps I would save it for the next day or possibly Saturday. I guess we shall see. I emailed my uncle Bill and my cousin Madison since they are the two families that usually want to have it at their house.

I need a cigarette. I will write later, actually probably tomorrow since tonight is our shows. Or at least some of them . Heroes and Studios 60. So later people!

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