To Old Friends

It has been too long since I have seen and talk to some of my friends. We all have old friends that through the years you keep in touch wit but never really get to see anymore, it's the way our lives work. Time moves and often it's much faster than it seems. You forget to call, to write, to make time and then all of a sudden a year or two has flown by and you are out of touch.

Last night while Dustin and I were moving the rest of our crap out of my mothers old house, my mom got a call from Rose's mother. It has been forever. Way to long for words and I am so happy that we are all going to get together. So much has happened and so much has changed. I am excited to see her and Aurelia and Lil and now Lorenzo. I am thrilled and excited and I cannot wait. Now all I need is a car so I can go see her. It sucks, I am stuck at home all the time because my piece of crap car. I can't go anywhere unless Dustin takes me and it drives me up a wall. I think a lot of my friendships are suffering because of it. Jenny and Wind never call us, Jenny doesn't even talk to me period. Samantha and I talk on the phone all the time but she is really the only one. Margie calls and I thank god for her since she is sweet enough to offer to come get me if she wants to do something or hang out. I think she understands the difficult situation that I am in. It just sucks. I don't have the money to go out and buy a new car. I am going to have to save up all kinds of money that I don't have to get one and since I have no credit it is going to be extremely difficult to do. I have been looking around online and hoping that after the new year I can figure something out. But alas, that leaves me all by myself most days.