Oh Doctor Doctor!

Life is so annoying sometimes. I am a fat gurl. I know it, my friends know it, my doctor knows it. And I am trying to do something about it. I admit fully that I do not commit well to dietary changes or medications, or exercise for that matter. But I continue to try. At this moment I do not have the money to get my gym membership though I have tried many many times, I just can't hang on to the money long enough. And medicine is the same way. I am planning on getting my ass to the gym in October though. I have made myself that birthday promise. So it will happen, as well as getting straight with my medications. I will do it starting Oct. 1st.

I had a horrible day off, my mother had to take me to my Dr. appointment that turned out to be a whole day affair and I didn't get to eat until after 6pm, and I spent all day drinking liquids and trying not to pee. I got poked and stabbed and it took all my energy so I didn't get to do a whole lot of anything the whole damn weekend. Poopy.


I will say that Saturday was better and I had lots of fun with my mom for her birthday. I got off work early and we went up to Zona Rosa and walked around their art fair. I bought a blown glass ring that is goregous. We also walked around Barnes and Nobel, bought some books and had Bo Ling's for lunch before heading up to Salon Oasis for her day of relaxation. She got a massage and a facial, and then we both got a pedicure together, before going to Michael's and then to Chili's for dinner. We had a good time and I think she was happy to get out and about. I do worry about her though because her legs kept giving out. I wish she would go to the Dr. and get checked out. She too is having the pains in her ovaries/abdomen. NOT GOOD!

Sunday I spent in bed watching the football games that were on and some cooking shows. I didn't feel well. Once Dustin got off work we watched some more tv and I took a shower, hoping it would make me feel better. We ended up going to bed at 10:45pm which is really early for us. Sad part is I am still tired. :P Dustin called earlier and I guess he is still tired too. We must have gotten too much sleep.

We missed everyone this weekend so I think we will have to go out and see Jenny and Wind, Ali, and Alex and just catch up with everyone. I hatethe way I just lose touch and time with eveyone when I don't feel well. Ugh. I did get a new book this weekend and finished the other one. Both Nora Roberts. Morrigan's Cross is the one I just finished and it is pretty good considering it is a new genre for her. It has to do with vampires and witches, it's book one in a trilogy. I like it. I need to give it to my mom so she can read it now. I just hate waiting for the next books in the trilogies to come out. But now I have one to tide me over till the 3rd of October, which is when I think the next book comes out.