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Sunday, February 12, 2006

The Scum of the Earth

Dead Beat Dad's
You know, I just don't get it. Samantha is a wonderful girl. She is smart, funny, and very caring. And while I will admit she has her quirks, she is a wonderful person. And I am soo excited to see what Isabella Simone grow up. I can't wait to hold her and make her giggle, and see her furrow her brow when I take too many pictures cause she is just so cute and beautiful. How does a guy that is going to be that little girls father not feel that. How can he be such a lieing asshole? It's as if he doesn't care about that little girl at all. I have tried in all kinds of ways to make up excuses in my head as to why he is being such an asshole but you know what, none of that matters. He is going to miss out on something really beautiful. And I feel sorry for Samantha. And I feel sorry for that little girl because to Hootie, he will always be more important. To him, as long as he gets what he wants, as long as he doesn't have to do anything he doesn't want to, he can pretend that everything is fine. To him he can steal money, lose money, spend money any way he wants to. Samantha doesn't matter and his own damn daughter doesn't matter. I can't even begin to tell you what I think about him. His own family thinks he's a piece of shit. And still he thinks Samantha should bow down and let him walk all over her. Is there justice for someone like that? He doesn't deserve to know that little girl. He doesn't deserve to be her father. But yet, he is. I don't think he will ever fully understand that he got fucking lucky with Samantha. And poor Samantha got screwed. She got the short end of the stick getting stuck with him. And it should be him bowing down and letting her walk all over him. He deserves nothing. He will never love that little girl the way he should cause he is too busy loving himself. I just hope Samantha will make up her mind and realize that she and Isabella are way more important that he is. And that while he will always be her father, if it doesn't matter to him it is never going to mean anything to her or Isabella.

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