Questionier ALL ABOUT ME :)

What time is it? 8:03pm
Name? Sondra
Nickname(s): Sondra, Baby
You Love:My family, my friends, Dustin, my animals,sleep, food, water and chocolate covered Strawberries
You hate:Jerks,liars, cheats, people who steal, killers,brussel sprouts,
You adore:Babies, kittens and puppies, childred, Dustin
You are crazy about:Chocolate, food, Dustin, sleeping
Your kinda date:A movie and then dinner, whether going out or at home it doesnt matter, flowers, love songs, kissing, eating a sensual dessert...perhaps off of each other.
Your kinda clothes: Jeans and a t-shirt with a hoodie
If you had to choose between the love of your life and sucess who would you choose?I couldnt have sucess without the love of my life so...love of my life.
The last party you went to?New Years Eve at Jenny and Winds
One thing you would change about your life if you could go back in time?Take time out to cherish everything
One person that brings out the best in you?Dustin
One person that brings out the worst in you?Richard
One person that has never let you down? My mother
One person you love talking to? Joey
One person you regret hurting? It used to be Joey but now its Richard
Your favourite photograph has who in it? My Baby Kitty
The craziest thing you've done? Left my husband
The cutest couple you know? Dustin and I lol
The worst couple you know?Sorry Samantha, Sam and Hootie
What is the one thing you really want right now but can't have?A million dollars
What is the dumbest thing you have ever done? Umm there have been a few..
What do you regret doing the most in your life? Getting married before we figuered out our life plans (before we were ready)
What are you most proud of ? So far ...nothing
Who do you respect the most? My mother for always doing for everyone else and being the most selfless person I know.
Do you hide behind a mask or are you always yourself? I am myself most of the time although I will admit to having more than one face that I show the world.
What is the most precious gift you've ever got? I don't know. I think the most precious gift I could ever get would be to have a baby, someday.
Most memorable birthday and why? My 25th. I had an awesome 80's party followed by the Renissance Festival and going to a haunted house. I got to do everything I was hoping to get to do and that has never happened before. Thanks to Dustin, Hootie and my other friends.
The saddest moment in your life? Finding out my dad died. Putting Chunky and Baby to sleep.
What time is it right now? 8:19pm
What were you doing 10 mins ago? This survey

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R
Pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue ( I have been wanting that for a while now)
Be serious or be funny? Be funny
Drink whole or skim milk? skim or how about none I am lactose intolerant.
Die in a fire or drown? Drown

A R E Y O U
Simple or complicated? Complicated
Gay? No but I considered it a time or two...ha ha Richard
Hardcore?Sometimes
Honest? Sometimes More often than not.

DO YOU PREFER
Flowers or angels?Flowers
Gray or black?Black
Color or Black and white photos? Depends on the moment
Lust or love? Love with lust
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
Rap or rock? Rock
Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late
Eating apples or oranges? Apples

DO YOU PREFER
Being hot or cold? Cold
Sun or moon?Moon
Winter or Fall?Fall
Left or right?Left
Having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having 2 best friends? 2 best friends
Sun or rain?Rain
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?Chocolate
Boys or girls: Both
Vodka or Jack? Vodka

WHAT DO YOU WANT
Where do you want to live? Maine, Missouri, New Hampshire
How many kids do you want? At least one but up to 3
What kind of job do you want? I am not sure, that probably part of my problem.
Do you want to get married? I still am married, waiting to get divorced but yes I I will marry again one day. But this time I will be very cautious.

UNIQUE
Nervous Habits? Chipping my nail polish off, biting my lip
Are you double jointed? In my thumb
Can you roll your tongue? Yes
Can you raise one eyebrow? No
Can you cross your eyes? Yes
Do you make your bed daily? Hell no

CLOTHES, ETC
Which shoe goes on first? Whichever is closest
Ever thrown one at someone? Oh yeah
On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?$20
What jewelry do you wear? Depends, usually a silver irish friendship ring and a plastic black and white ring and a rubber bracelett and an irish necklace that matches my ring.

F O O D
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? I do both
Have you ever eaten Spam? Eww...No
Favorite ice cream flavor? World Class Chocolate, Daquiri Ice, Cherry Chocolate Chip, Strawberry
How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?Captain Crunch, BooBerry, Frankenberry, Marshmellow Maties, Peanutbutter Toast Crunch, Fruit Loops, and Berry Burst Cherrios so 8
What's your favorite beverage?Water
What's your favorite restaurant? Tommy's, Jimmy Johns, Buffalo Wild Wings, Murrays

GROOMiNG
How often do you brush your teeth?Once sometimes twice
How do you wear your hair for the most part?Down, or pulled back
Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? More times than I could ever possibly remember

MANNERS
Do you swear?Yes
Do you ever spit? Sometimes, very rarely
You cook your own food? Yes
You do your own chores? Yes
You got laid today? Yes and hopefully again later
You like beef jerky? Only Slim Jim
You like pepsi or coke? Niether
You plan on going to college?Hopefully
You're happy with your hair? No I am going to get it cut later this week
You own a dog? Not at the moment
You spend your money wisely?Sometimes
You're always making new friends?Not really but I am friendly
You like to swim? Yes
Have you ever got bored so you call a friend?Sure
You're patient? Sometimes
You like this survey? Sure

Have You Ever...
Wished you were the opposite sex:Of course, I am a woman
Snuck out of your house: Sure I was a teenager
Gave money to a homeless person: I don't know

In the last month have you...
Bought something: Yes,last night Angel Season 3
Gotten sick: Yes Saturday
Sang: Yes, many many times Karaoke Rules
Been kissed:Yes
Felt stupid: Yes
Missed someone:Yes
Got drunk:Yes, with Margie at the Groove
Gotten high:No
Danced crazy: Yes, with Margie out at the Groove
Gotten your hair cut: Not yet
Watched cartoons: Yes Family Guy, Simpsons
Lied: Yes

Last Person that...
Slept in your bed:Me or maybe my cat
Saw you cry: Dustin
Made you cry: Dustin
Went to the movies with you:Dustin and Sky
You went to dinner with: Dustin
You talked on the phone with: Samantha
Said 'I love you' to you:Dustin
Broke your heart: Dustin
Made you laugh: Dustin

Waiting for 10:30pm

Hey! Look at that! I am back. Alright I tried to watch the Presidental Address but I just can't sit there and watch Bush try and tell me that everything is great and getting better by the second. It just makes me ill. Is his time up yet? Is his last 4 years or reign over yet? Cause I am not sure our country can withstand too many more years like these last ones. Ugh! Let's not get me started on all of that, it just gets me depressed and even more pessimistic than I am now if that is even possible.
I was looking around on the net and found out that Starting Line is coming to Lawrence, KS! It's about a 45 min drive but its well worth it to see them again. And then low and behold I checked out Allister and they will be here in about 2 and a half weeks. I hope that Dustin will go with me cause I cannot miss Allister. There are a ton of concerts coming to town this summer. I am just soo excited. Now if I can just find a job I would be set. Yeah, unfortunately it takes money to buy tickets to the concerts and you can only get money from working or from mommy and daddy giving you money and since my mommy cant afford to pay for me for the rest of my life I guess I have to find one of those job thingies. Which is proving to be wayyy harder than most people would thing it would be. Hmm this music isnt helping me get out of my funk. Jack Johnson is getting replaced with ....Allister - Before the Blackout.


Allister has been one of my favorite bands since the summer that I moved down to Columbia. I remember my friend Molly at the time was telling me about how she went and saw a band at the El Torreon in midtown KC and she ended up seeing Allister there and she said I would love them so I went online and was listening to them for a few months before I saw they were coming to town, and by that time I had gotten my other friend Samantha hooked on them and so I convinced them both to come down to Columbia and see them at the Blue Note with me. It was a very small show since while Columbia is a college town, summer is when all the kids go back home. So while the show was small we had a great time. So when they were headed to Lawrence, KS a few months later for the Drive-Thru Invasion Tour, we were all about it. By that time I had been all over Drive-Thru's site and had fallen in love with Early November and liked Starting Line. So we ended up driving out to Lawrence. We listened to Early November and this amazing band that ended up becoming Samantha's favorite because while that day we noticed them because of their awesome stage presence and killer sound we didnt have a clue as to how amazing they were until we bought their cd, Senses Fail. We got into the pit for Allister and got slammed and stomped and we sang until we lost our voices and were covered in sweat, then when we ran back to tell Molly what she missed out on, Scottie (my hottie)bass guitarist and lyricist for Allister came walking by. Molly, Samantha and I all get our picture taken with him and after that we were so high we decided just to scrap seeing Starting Line and get out of there since we needed air and the night couldn't possibly get any better so we went outside and while getting ready to cross the street we ran into Kyle guitarist for Allister (and sweetheart hottie!!) and Molly got a pict with him and we talked to him for a few and he told us about how they were heading out to LA after the tour to start filming SleepOver and then they would be back touring before starting work on the next album which became Before the Blackout. He was very charismatic and such a sweetie and will forever be my favorite out of Allister. Anyways, after talking to him, and almost passing out, we crossed the street and sat on a bench giggleing like school girls and thats when we saw Mike, Drummer for Allister and Samantha thought he was the most amazing drummer at the time so I made her go up and ask for a picture so thats why she's grinning like an idiot in the picture with Mike. It was the first time I have ever seen her nervous. LOL We attempted to get Tim's picture, lead singer and guitarist for Allister but he was busy on the phone for about 30 mins :P But while we were waiting my little hottie came up and sat right next to me on the bench and wanted to know what we were up to. Yes I didn almost faint as did Molly, but we pulled it off and ended up asking who made this funny laugh in None Of My Friends Are Punks which ended up being Scottie. And once we calmed ourselves down we went home. I have been to see them twice since then, we drove all the way to Chicago after they went to LA and came back to tour for a couple of months but none of their shows were near KC or Columbia so we went to their hometown to see them and then again about 3 months ago when they came to town. I would be soo happy to see them again. I just have to make sure I can go. Allister really did open up a whole new world for me and Samantha. They brought us to Lawrence to see them and we saw Senses Fail and fell in love with them, then in Chicago we fell in love with Split Habit. I will always love Allister for waking me up and opening my eyes, I don't think I would be the same if I hadn't heard them. Its really funny how something silly can change your life. The fact that it was music that did it is the only thing that makes any sense to me. Samantha and I wouldn't have been as close as we were and things woudl have been drastically different without her as my best friend. Yep as silly as it sounds, I love Allister!

I'm tired and I am cranky. Not that this is much different than anyother day, but I am getting angry and pissy about not having a job. I did my tax return yesterday, so hopefully they will give me my money back quickly. Last night Dustin and I went out and bought Angel Season 3 on DVD from Best Buy. It was this whole big ordeal though because we went to the new one up in Liberty and the price was almost $20 more than it was at the other Best Buy. Which I dont understand at all. But I found out Target had it cheaper and luckily Best Buy price matches anything so we ended up getting it for $45 instead of the $60 that it was marked. And the nice young woman at Customer Service said that the prices can vary from store to store even in the same company, which I am sorry but I think is ridiculous. I mean its the same store in the same damn state 10 miles apart. Anyways, there goes the bitch in me again. I think I need a little music to lighten my mood. Hmm how about some Starting Line.

http://www.startinglinerock.com/

I took a little break and ordered some pizza. Papa John's needs to hurry up. They arent really my first choice but I have to go with what everyone else likes. I finished Starting Line and are now listening to Death Cab For Cutie. I debated about listening to old or new and decided new was the way to go for the moment. I got to see Death Cab in October of 04' when they were touring for Transatlanticism and they were amazing. Seriously one of the best concerts I have ever been to. Hearing Ben Gibbard live made my skin sing. I had hoped to get a chance to see them this past year but they sold out before I had enough money. I hope this year I will not miss them again.

Well my pizza is here and I think I am going to watch some Gilmore Girls and American Idol. Once the Presidential Address comes on I will be back on here. Maybe I will even post twice in one day. LATER!

Monday's Must Hate Me

GRRR!ARGH!!
This day is turning out to be a really frecking awful one. Dustin and I woke up late since we went over to Danny's and watched The Royal Rumble replay over there. Then after getting ready for an interview I discover that I cannot find my wallet. ACK! So while I need to go return some library books, pick up tax papers and some other crap I can do none of that because I dont know where my frecking wallet is. Let's just home its in Dustins car somewhere rather than picked up by someone in my parking complex. Because while I have no money to speak of it doesnt mean someone will just give it back if they find it doesnt work. Ack! So well Fuck!
We went over to Samantha and Hooties Friday and Sat night. We watched God of War, or is it Lord of War with Nicholas Cage, on Friday. Then Sat we went over and played games, Trivial Persuit Pop Culture 2 and I Love The 80's. All in all good fun was had.







Samantha will hopefully know what they are having on Feb 3rd. Isn't it exciting? I am excited. Then on Feb 6th we should know what Wind and Jenny are having. BABY'S BABY'S BABY'S!

Dustin and I are excited for everyone and I just hope we get a boy and a girl out of one of the two couples. I mean that way no matter where I am I can always find something really cute. Well I need to sulk my troubles with some Hot Tamales and a Nora Roberts book before I just turn into a total pessimist which by all account I am pretty much anyways. Still crossing those fingers?

Okay everyone cross your fingers, I got a call back from an Apartment complex that is looking for a Leasing Agent. I called to talk to her today but she was out of the office and won't be in until tomorrow. So I will try again tomorrow but she said she wanted to talk about setting up an interview. *crosses fingers* Let's just hope this works out. I could use a little good luck at the moment.
I did talk to Samantha this morning and she and Hootie are doing fine. They got things almost all moved in. Once we go visit I will bring back pictures. Hootie apparently got thrown into jail in Kansas this weekend for a warrent on an old bad check that he had written. He unfortunately had to spend the whole weekend in minimal security prison but he is out and home now so everything is okay. Funny tidbit : He was wearing his Xmas Froggy boxers while in lock-up! He he he.
Dustin and I are planning on having dinner over at his mothers tonight so I wont write till tomorrow but I should have some new pictures to post. Jesse is now 17. Pardon me while I barf. He's getting so damn big. I really cant believe that this year I will be 26. I am not quite ready to start this topic since it will involve alot of tears and denial on my part so I will just sit and silently reflect.
DONE WITH THAT! Alright now that I am feeling old and useless I am going to talk to Dwayne and try and perk myself back up . I need some pick me up music. Allister it is .
Well I will write tomorrow and hopefully get those pictures posted. LATER!!!!!!

Munday Afternoon

Just another Monday here. Although today is my cousin Jesse's 17th Birthday. Geez, this kid is making me feel old. I baked him a cake since I had nothing better to do. Although I doubt that he will want to spend his birthday here at home with his family. That's ok, its just more cake for me to eat. Like I need it! Still searching for a new job and not hearing a whole lot. I am putting some of my cd's on the computer so I can listen to them. Not a whole lot going on right now. Dustin and I caught up on Angel last night. We are about half way thru the 2nd season at the moment. I am ready to go out and buy the 3rd season next week. Whoo hoo! Only 2 more seasons to go before I own them all. Then I can start finishing my Gilmore Girl's and Forever Knights. Forever Knight shouldnt take that long since I think there were only 2-3 seasons of it. But I could be wrong. Well after trying to look it up it looks like there are three but only 2 have been made as far as I can tell. Oh well perhaps by the time I can start getting them they will have all three. Well crap I will have to write back later. Looks like I need to do some updating on my computer and crap like that. I will write later.

Two Days Later

I knew I would be too busy to write the past couple of days, Dustin and I always end up staying up too late and then never have enough time in the day to do the stuff we need to do. He finally changed his windshield wipers which took all of 2 minutes and he made way harder than it actually was. Thanks to Sky we rented some movies at Blockbuster and have gotten halfway though those. We also went and saw "The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe". I loved it. Of course I did. I loved the books and so I hope they go on to make some more of the books in the series. Tomorrow we are going to see "Underworld: Evolution" which we are both excited to see. I am trying to get a hold of Samantha and Hootie to see if they care to join us. They have apparently moved into their apartment now and I hope are doing well. Tonight I am probably going to go out with Margie and some of the girls she works with. Its Ladies Night at the Groove so we are going to make it a Girl's Night Out. It's been forever since I have been out. Let alone to a dance club, so I may be pooped out when I make it home tonight so I will most likely write again Sat afternoon. My girl scout cookies finally made it to me.Go Cookies!!! I got the Peanut Butter, the Shortbread (which are new) and the caramel Delights which are my favorites. I opted not to get the Thin Mints this year even though I love them to death. My mother is upset that I didn't get the Lemon ones like she likes but she ate half of my peanut butter ones so she apparently got over it quickly. Well I think I am going to finish looking around Career Builder and then hop into the shower. I want to look good for tonight. Later!

The Beginning

First post. Okay so where do I begin. I am not sure why exactly I decided to start a new blog, I have one on MSN and I just started it so why do I need another thing that I need to try and keep up with? Hell I dunno. I have a friend who has one on here somewhere and while I was searching for I I think I just kind of decided to go ahead and start one on here.

I am currently searching for a job. Oh what fun. Why does everyday feel like 3 days? You would think I wouldnt mind being stuck at home day after day searching the web and the newspaper for some glimmer of hope, not that sleeping in doesnt suck but I used to enjoy getting up early and having the whole day to do stuff. Now I get up and then spend most the day doing nothing waiting to go back to sleep. I think thats part of the reason I decided to start a blog and now I guess I have two to keep up with .

My friend Alex and I have been finding ways to keep ourselves entertained since he only works certain days of the week, he keeps me entertained and having fun just driving around Kansas City and taking pictures. We went to Liberty Memorial and took pictures of downtown Kansas City a couple of weeks ago then we went to Union Cemetary near Crown Center where they have some of the oldest graves in Kansas City dating back to the 1800's. I have no idea what we will do in the coming weeks or if we will run out of things to look at but for now we remain ever hopeful that the weather will stay warm this Jan. and that we won't run out of things to want to see. Well as silly as it sound American Idol is starting and I dont want to miss all those really awful singers who can make me laugh. I shall be back later or perhaps tomorrow . BYE!!!

Getting ready to go out and meet up with some friends 

First day I got my digital camera